morning dunia,

i'm not feelin' so well today. all my muscle lamah mcm babi. sigh. tiring. i didn't go to work. guilty ku rah my colleague. i'm extremely weak. i hardly can stretch my body. i need some exercise. banar.

sigh. i have a nightmare smlm. sigh. and that's also one of the reason why aku got a headache i feel like kana bump arah batu. *exaggerate* i cried this morning. halfway to my office. i really can't stand bh. i'm totally weak. sigh.

baby, i miss you so much.. much.. much.. sigh...

oh and btw i miss our billabong cap yg gugur di laut ahh... its over 5years udah. sampai tia ajatnya ilang. sigh


i miss you love.

mwahugs


love,
zaii

first time ever experience

hiii.. today we went to empire hotel for the family fun day at the west beach and it is also the first time i'm riding the banana boat and the flying fish. the banana boat was extremely cool.. well ilang jua all the depress and mental space atu.. hehe. except for the flying fish. my sister fell down from the boat i was panicked at that time.. luckily my hero :D thanks sayang for helping her.. aku panicked bah then i also trajun.. luckily i can swim. yayai bah inda pandai.. and i was all alone in the middle of the sea.. and i can see the island yg dakat empire atu.. ampir sudah..

and that reminds me of dulu masa first time ke pntai empire.. i always wanted to go there. nah sampai tia ajatnya.. it was scary you know. and thats makin' me depressed and a bit of trauma.. ada scratch on my left knee. sigh..

i love you baby..

i can't imagine tadi if nada you. sigh

love,
zaii

sigh,

mentally emotional..

went home a bit late from the office because there's something wrong with the tt swift and one of the sc was angry with me. how can i know anything about swift. and she was trying to say that aku inda pandai ajar my junior wth?? and she said that might be my officer is the one who didn't know how to authorize that he didnt see the beneficiary address.. buduh ah.. how silly she is.. my officer wont authorize if there is no address. sigh. mental ku dibuatnya.

distracted ku mliat mukanya.. i'm extremely annoyed by her.. who the hell she think she is...

sorry i'm a bit rough.

pokoknya gue stress banget..

zizie i miss you...

yen also i miss you..

i feel like quiting sudah.

mcm surrender ku..

but if i think twice y would i quit just because of her.

i have a nice officer though sometimes he makes me upset

i have a good senior officer and supervisor sigh..

racist are what they are.

awu melayu ta buduh...

i'm tired, tired with all of this bullshit.

and one more thing she said that i didn't guide my junior. nah see how silly she is.. i was busy all the time recording and reporting, do all the transactions and i did ask her is she okay or not.. but she say it was okay.. so i ws expecting that everything is fine. and i never heard any problems with the tt that she's been doing all this while.

sigh...