tuesday. friends with benefits.

Hi,

Had a long weekend which is extremely awesome and i just feel like im dreaming when i woke up this morning. Hehe. But yes have to work for a living. I know..

Anyways, i bought a book titled FRIENDS.WITH BENEFITS. I found the book was awesome, nice story, though i know i was a little bit late. Hehe. Atleast. And this is like my first book that i bought on my own. Usually i just borrow it fromy friends and i didnt finish reading it. I dont know why. Hehe. So this time i feel like buying another book.

The story abt the book was about three nannies who worked with the millionaire who lives in one of the biggest city in the world, Los Angeles that is.

Can you imagine how hard it is to work with a millionaire? About the friends with benefits thingy, its actually the three nannies were falling in love with three different guys(one for each i mean) hehe. From i read the benefits are for example, rich, sex and famous. But its beyond my thought. They were really in love. Not the benefits i guess i judge before finishing it eh? Hehe.

All and all was good!

Okay then, good night.

Exactly 50days fm now. Hehe.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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friday, 4th november

Hi.

I was very sick this morning. Gastric attacked. Its been a week. On and off. I couldnt stand anymore so i went to the clinic and asked for a stronger dose of medicine so they gave me and its working. Im fine now. Not fully recovered as i expected. Hehe. It'll come if i take my sweet time to eat the medi. Heheh.

Juden had to go to work today. But he called me to pick him up cause he got an interview. He ended up not working. Hehe.

So after everything settled. I take a 3hrs nap, cause i believe that the medi that i took make me feel sleepy. I woke up at 2.30 and i feel much better. And juden asked me whether i want to go to ttg or not. Cause he wanted to play skate. And i dont know he has the power that made me to say yes, though i was mad. Lol.

Late lunch yada..yada..yada.. To ease my anger he brought me to seri kenangan and i was so happy cause its been a while i didnt go to the beach. I have to say that it was so santai and damai and chill. Hehe. I miss the time when we used to spent time together at the beach, taking pictures. I was so happy.

Then we move to skate park. Yada..yada..yada..

He bought a nike shoe cause pasal kasutnya rosak udah. Tapi masih jua di pakainya. Sentimental value. Hehe.

Okay then. Good night.

54days left. <3

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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wednesday.

Hi.

Its been two days. I know. Im tired, extremely exhausted.


Well today i wasnt in a good mood. PMS that is. Sigh. Everything went wrong.

But its okay, there will always be tomorrow.

Im watching gossip girl right now. Episode 5. Yay!!!

I bought a dress for this upcoming halloween AGM dinner. Still thinking of what should i be. The first thing that came into my mind is being a teenage witch and the last thing would be snow white step mom. Hehe. I'll decide soon.

Just reach home fm stadium its like 12.45am already. And im f. Sleepy. Hehe. Great talk with ali, azim and juden anyways.

63days left well technically since its thursday already it should be 62days left. Jakarta see you soon. Im uber excited to see you. And im well prepared already and that excluding packing. Hehe.
Okay good night.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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sunday<3

Hiii.

My sunday was okay. Yep. Okay. I think heheh. I woke up at 730am to do my house chores. And have to come to work at 11. System testing yada..yada..yada.. I was extremely exhausted.

And after that went to tutong with juden and them friends. I got a headache. Feels like someone hit me with a giant frying pan. Exaggerate. Hehe.

On our way back fm tutong juden was about to hit a cat. Literally. Which he already realized that the cat was there and he was being so dramatic, he screamed, i mean a fake scream. Then me and ripin was really shocked and we screamed loudly. Juden laughed. And both of us was very angry. Then we laughed. Funny story though. Tapi my heart was pumping real fast. So part of the story was not that funny. Hehe.

Ate ambuyat. No cravings no anything just randomly choose aminah arif cause we saw the restaurant at sengkurong. So we went there.

Start fm tmrw we will start to battle. End of the month. Payday season. Yada.. Yada..yada...

Okay goodnight.

66days left.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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saturday.

Helloooo

I dont upload pictures today cause i didnt take any picture. Which is because i was very exhausted with surveying and window shopping. Hehe.

I bought new product from bodyshop i hope it'll work. =)

And as usual i was here. At the skatepark watching gossip girl on the phone with a loud speaker. As in my car speaker. I was very bored.

Sigh.

I may sound nonsense but everytime i watch gossip girl all i think is i wanna go to new york..hehe. Its just a dream. Which i believe dreams may come true but this one is kind of impossible. I guess. Hehe.

Im obsess right now. Obsess about everything but currently im very obsess about my weight. Im a fun size. My weight went up and down. And im very much concern about it. Sigh. Since when.. I dont know.

And right now i am very hungry cause everytime i feel like eating, i feel so aweful. =(

Okay. Enough of it.

Im sleepy. I owe my self a sleep. Like a long nap.

Okay then. Bye.

67days left.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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Friday!! TGIF <3

Hi

Its feels good today cause its friday. Hehe.

Im currently at the 'skatedium'. Back to square one. Will hang out here everynight. Sigh.

I was sad cause we were suppose to go to miri tmrw but our boss. Our as in me an juden is a bitch. They didnt approve our leave. Sob. Sigh.. =((( i miss starbucks marrybrown and i want new wedges.. New new new.... Sigh.. I need new shoes.. New.. everything new...

Oh! I got a new tops today. Heheh. I bought it at the mall cause my lesbian partner, amy brought me to this shop and i find the top was cute. So i bought it. Screw you amy. Lol.

And i cant find new wedges for me. =(

Anyways, i just got back from tsq. Had a dinner with judens family. Hehe. And her mom was a bit angry with me cause i bought him a new rollerblade. Screw you boyfriend. Hehe.

And after that i went to coffee bean to grab my pv with caramel swirl.

I have to admit this im a blogaddict now. Whyy oh whyy.

Okay then good night.

68days left. =)

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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thursday. happy birthday to my love <3

Hiii!!

Happy birthday to my beloved boyfriend, juden. Hehe. Hope u enjoy with ur bday today i know you were very tired.

I went to le apple to buy him a birthday cake and i saw this cake. So i bought it. Hehe. He was asleep when we suprise him. Kesian..

May ALLAH bless you and us. Amin....

Anyways.. I took halfday today cause its my bf birthday of course. =) things doesnt run well today. Like... I was suppose to take an off on saturday also but my super doesnt allow me cause she said its not fair to others if i take 2 days off this month. I feel like saying f.u to her face.

Sabar! I hate you!!!!! Sigh..

Ah.. Forget about it... I want to be happy. And i stay cool.. Sigh.

Met jason and we had our lunch at nadj. He is very happy now.. Like seriously happy!!!! Good for him...

Just finished watching Libas. Mcm shaolin.soccer. I rate 7/10. Okay lahhhh...

Once again.. Happy birthday sayang.. I love you so much.. Muahugs!

69days left <3

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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wednesday!!!!

Hello!!!

First of all. I already watched gossip girl episode 4. Happy.. Weeee...

Second. About horrible bosses, i didnt manage to finish the movie cause i was damn sleepy. Lol.

Today was good! Super good. Not exactly. We had our lunch at KJ kiarong. We as in me and amy. But before that i have to fulfill the pregnant lady (hjh kel) lol..to finish her kuay tiaw. I was like oh god pls tell me im not going to be like this until you deliver. I feel bloated already. Lol. Well she can only answer me with a laugh. I feel like im the one who is pregnant. Haha.

And i was craving for redvelvet cupcake at fluer de lys and i bought one. Hehe.

In the office, we were talking about costumes. Cause on this 29th we have this dinner. Themes: halloween. I dont know what to wear. And i dont wanna waste my money just for a costume. Hehe.

Okay.. So i went to mall for dinner. Of course food court. So of all food i decided to eat chicken rice and i wnted rosted chicken. What happen is.. They gave me steam. I was very mad and i said that i wanted roasted why did you give me steam. And guess what she answered me oh ini roasted tadi kami masukkan oven jadi pucat..before I was being a total bitch. juden say its okay..

So okay i shut my mouth. My verygoodmood turned to verybadmood walaupun tia gnya pasal nasi ayam. Dont give me such reason. You can just tell me that it was wrong atleast i still can accept it. Mental!!

Juden got a good news his rollerblade just arrived today. He was freaking happy and super sakai about it. Hehe. Im happy for you sayang. <3

Happy birthday in advance my love. I love you to the fullest. <3

70days left. <3

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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tuesday. 18.10.11 <3

Hi.

Today i dont feel like doing anything. I just want to lay in my bed.*sings* hehe.

As usual. Work. Cause its tuesday. Hehe.
Had our big boss birthday celebration. Was bored and the food was hmm.. So-so.
Take a look at the picture of the cake above. Its a golf course cake. Yada..yada..yada.. But do you know how much does it cost? $180. Crazy!!!! They collect money frm every staff just for this cake????
Inda lawa. =( and the taste was no that good. Well except for the cream.

Went to the mall with amy during our lunch break cause we were damn full. And we went to charles and keith. Im in love with this wedges but too bad they dont have my size. I can be thankful though. You just save my money. Hehe.

Watching horrible bosses right now. Couldnt rate the movie cause i just start watching it. Hehe.

I realize that my brain is not functioning very well today. Cause everthing was in a mess. Sigh.

71days left. =)

2days left till judens birthday.

Okay. Good night.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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monday blues.

Hi!!

My monday didnt start very well. I was to lazy to get up from my bed but i have to. Sigh.

Its okay though. I had fun in the office laughing with my crazy friends. Hehe.

Between the laugh. I cried cause i stalk my fathers facebook. Lol. Somehow, i miss him. Who doesnt love their father anyways? Hope to see you soon. <3

I was craving for lamb chop and butter rice like the whole day. So i had a dinner with juden at charcoal. Yummss. Love it to bits. Hehe. If i gain i have to blame my self. Sigh. Its okay. Just once in a while(as if)

So here i am. Sitting on the couch. The clock's ticking and i still havent sleep yet. And tomorrow morning as usual im going to whine and complaining to others that i dont have enough sleep. Hehe. I know. My bad! =(

Just finished watching penguins. Actor: jim carrey my all time favourite comedian. I rate the movie: emmm 10/10
Better watch it.

When i was a kid i remember the first movie of jim carrey that i watched was liar liar. I keep on playing it repeat..peat..peat..peat.. =p

Oh i miss being a kid.

Cant wait for tomorrow. Another episode of gossip girl. <3 chuck bass. Haha..

72days left. Hehe.

Goodnight.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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bored. sunday. 11.10pm

I am super excited. I d k why. May be because its my first time to go to jakarta. And im really looking forward for a vacation.

73days left. Iskiness attack. Hehe.

But people said dont get too excited cause you can be disappointed. And i dont want this to happen. I wanna have some fun and explore smth new. zaii, sabar okay? Hehe.

Rajin tia ku update. Hehe. Attn to android user download blogger-droid. Its super awesome. =)

Goodnight

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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sunday <3

Currently at skatedium(skate park at stadium) hehe. Im bored so i decided to update and upload the picture of the day. Hehe.

My last last last post i mentioned that i am officially an auntie. And the picture of the baby above is the picture of her. 5months weighing 6.9kg. Lol. Barat. Mcm angkat guni baras. =)

Went to tutong. Nothing better to do i guess. Actually, im craving forrr boxing chicken in KB. It suddenly popped out into my mind. Tapi inda jua jadi cause im tired and i dont want to drive since juden sakit pinggang. Next week sja. Insyallah.

Sigh.

Anyways, yesterday i bumped with muza and zirah at gadong properties. We talked about our study. Govt make an offer where we can continue our study in any private college in brunei di tanggung oleh govt lah. As a part time student but without allowance which i believe its okay. So i planned to continue my study. Its for the best and its for a better future.
Hehe. Hopefully. Insyallah.

Bye.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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my saturday <3

Hi again <3

I had enough sleep today. Enough as in real enough. Lol.

Had my meni and pedi cause its been a while.

Dinner date with juden at escapade in kiulap andddddd he had to go to work cause one of the client yada..yada..yada..
Kacau!!!! Well, its not his turn to standby this week. But the friend couldnt make it (andang inda pandai mau jua wah) so juden have to come. No worries. As long the company pay him. Hehe.

His birthday is coming up soon. In five days time. I bought an advance bday present already. USD rollerblade. Tapi belum dtg. And he's uber excited about it. A fossil watch. that one half2 lah we pay. And a ticket to jakarta. I must say its the best birthday present ever. Hehe. Love you sayaaanggggg...

Anyways last month i spend alot on my car. Cause we have the same birthday. yay... NOT! I have to renew my insurance. Service, ofcourse. New tyre. Alignment and chamber (i hope i spell it right)
Its ok though.

Aku sakai wah ne sebenarnya. Because im using blogger-droid which is awesome. And its easy. Rajin tah ku update ne. Hehe.

And the picture above. I wore iamjetfuel galaxy and its really comfortable. Love it to the bone. Thanks yuna for ur briliant idea of designing the jetcirclescarf. <3

Okay. Good night.

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

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Morninggggg <3

Okay.. So i got my scarvesssss already... Huhu. And i am so happy about it.

One more thing... Im going to jakarta this december. Yay!!!! And i bought the ticket already. So jakarta see you on december.

October was not a good month for me.(not that bad) cause juden's birthday is coming soon. Its bad because my work has turned into bullshit. Through out this year i worked my butt offff but with one mistakes everything turn out to be bad.. EVERYTHING.

just like mumy told me. Kebaikan tani inda kana pandang. But with one mistake they will remember for the rest of your life. Kan? So like muqsit and wan told me kan buat baik di masjid. Sabar.

I believe this is just a test that god give me. =)

Oh yes, i watched season 5 of gossip girl.already. Not the whole season. Just episode 1-3 hehe. Its kinda slow. But i like it. Chuck bass!!!!! <3
Ok im done.

xoxo
Zaii

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PRODUCTIVE SUNDAY=))

Hi blog!!!

Its a productive sunday. Me, amy and bf start our day hiking at Tasek Lama.
Its been a while we didnt hike. Rindu! And tired =.=

Next agenda will be, tutong. Skate session yada..yada..yada.. As usual, aku hanya peminat setia.
NOT! Lol.

Anyways, im nervous for this upcoming week. I dont know why but yea, hopefully everything run smoothly as i wish. Amin!!!

Hopefully i can settle my ticket to jakarta by next week.insyallah.
And hopefully i have a blast on my birthday. Hehe.

Ohhhhh!! And for the next two weeks, angan2 ku jadi kenyataan.i will own JETCIRCLESCARF(s). With
S i must say. Lol. Thanks boyfriend cause ure willing to pay for the scarfs. I love you. Muahugs

I guess september does makes me happy. Love you september. Hehe

okay, bye..

Love,
Zaii
xoxo

random

HIII..

I haven't update since APRIL 2011. I missed my laptop so much. hehe.

yes~~ so much that i've been thru. good times bad times yada yada yada. one word.LIFE!!

MAY 2011:-
I am officially an Auntie. hehe. my cousin had a baby girl on the 5.5.11 named SITI QAISARAH FARZANA. i tell you she's the cute little angel. can't wait to have a baby. haha..

err.. what else. as of now main focus is my future. i wanna get married(sounds desperate! LOL) i'm not desperate its just that i think its time already. smpai seru.

okay. i have a lot of interest and obsession like shawl and tudung. i dont know why. lets just get covered =) insyallah. and i want this scarf that design by YUNA, three words JET.CIRCLE.SCARF. here's the link. IAMJETFUEL

i really want it so bad. but i dont do online shopping. cause when i do. no one can control me. trust me. lol. but soon i'll try it. especially the scarf made by YUNA, cause the don't sell it in Brunei. ada plg but pre-order lah. which means, online shopping jua. haha.

and yes DOROTHY PERKINS is on the list. coming soon. INSYALLAH.

anyways. SELAMAT HARI RAYA. i know its too late. but better late than never right?

oh oh. Hasnal, din, me and boyfriend planned to go to JAKARTA this DECEMBER. hehe. hopefully. its been a while i didnt go for a vacation. i hope its a vacation not a retail therapy. lol.

cant wait for gossip girl season 5. i miss chuck bass so much already. lol.

its getting late already. i have to go to work tomorrow. =(

goodnight brothers and sisters.

love,
zaii
xoxo

Hii

aku mental. cause my surroundings is full with judgmental human who doesnt have a little heart at all!!!   

i know that i'm fat. you no need to tell me.. i even see myself in a mirror. tedapat ku ceramin. inda pyh ku membali ceramin di skh. though i look tough from the outside but remember im a human too.


i dont give a damn that i'm fat. but atleast life ku inda bosan!! i wanna try new things in life. not just sit down there and do nothing!!!


entah, this is not the first time i encounter this! i couldnt bare to insult you back. cause i know what you've been thru all these time! and from the bottom of my heart, i was really sympathy of what had happened to you. but you never thank me for doing such thing. 


well, as far as i'm concerned that human will never see when we did the good deeds unless you did something bad. people won't stop talking about you! trust me. urg menganangkan kebaikan urang sesudah tani meninggal kan dunia ane. thats what mummy said to me. somehow it does make sense.inda ja? ja~~~~


sigh.. and i found the best way is to ignore you(s)


anyways thanks to fiffy, amy and peej for cheering me up. i love you guys.

as per fiffy faizah, ada ubi ada batas ada hari tuhan saja yg balas. aku tambah.. CASH ON DELIVERY SOMEMORE!!! sigh

okay thats it for today.


love,
zaii
xoxo

hiiiiiiii.....

hi there... Its been a while.. i know... I know =))) im sorry... So.... There's lot of thing had happen between me and my friends and also my soulmate. There's a fun part, funny part, drama part, sad and everything....

so last week, i met jids and i am freakin happy about it since aku lama sudah inda jumpa iya... We were hanging out and sushi and shopping and paying my bill and update each other.. Gila bangas cerita 3 to 4 years ago kami update ahh. I miss her alot alot alot........... =((

mid march me and the colleague went to labuan under bbrc trip lah. honestly deep in my soul.. I'm having the time of my life disana.. Since its a 'friends only' trip haha..
I went to the club for a first time bukan sakai tapi i had fun. but the part that me and my friends hate the most was kami baby sitting for this woman!!! Kami bukan baby sitter okay. i really wanna leave this woman alone but somehow it just came to my head that to me its our responsibility to look after each other. yada..yada..yadaa...
"what happened it labuan stays in labuan" we made a promise already. . Unless we wna talk about it between us saja. Haha. But for sure when i walked out from the club i am very clean no drugs no alcohol. I swear!!

Hmmm... What else..

Oh yaaaa.... My current obsession is gossip girl... I know i might be too late.. But its better late than never.... And and and.. I love chuck bass(ed westwick) to bits... Chuck bass if you happen to read this I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WANNA HUG YOU LIKE BLAIR WALDORF DID. Haha.. Lame much....

So after watching gossip girl... I have this dream or ambition of going to NY so bad which makes my boyfriend and my other friends is sick and tired about it.hehe. I keep on telling them that i reallllyyyy wanna go there. Pasal aku mau kana propose di empire state building okay?? Haha.. I know...too much of dreaming. But hey dreams are free nada charges ahh...

Fiffy bah... she said that i'm the only one who knows everything about evrything.. Then i replied of course im a paparazzi.. And u know what did she replied again? Youre not a paparazzi, youre a gossip girl. Hahaha... Oh man thats bad....

Okay.....Thats it for today...

Love,
Zaii