THIS WOMAN(MYSELF) WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE YOU. WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO THANK YOU. A VERY MUCH THANK TO YOU YOURSELF,INDEED. YOU MADE ME REALIZE THAT I AM THAT KIND OF PERSON AND I AM REALLY AGREE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE SAID TO ME.

YOU MADE ME CRY THIS MORNING AND YEA I SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT WHAT YOU SAID WAS TOTALLY RIGHT.

NOW I WANNA SAY THIS TO YOU. ITS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

I THANK YOU FOR BEING NICE TO ME, I THANK FOR YOUR SACRIFICE EACH AND EVERYDAY TO ME. I THANK TO YOU WHO MADE MY LIFE WONDERFUL. I THANK TO YOU WHO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.

BUT WHAT YOU'VE SAID TO ME AS IF THAT YOU'RE LOOKING DOWN ON ME. I KNOW I HAVE NOTHING. I DON'T HAVE CARS I DON'T HAVE ANY LICENSE. MAYBE I DESERVE OF WHAT YOU'VE SAID TO ME. HOW PITY THAT I GOT NOTHING IN THIS WORLD.

YOU MADE ME REALIZE THAT I SHOULD GO FAR-FAR AWAY FROM YOU. WE ARE WORLD APART. HOW IDIOT I AM WHO DIDN'T THINK THIS AT THE VERY FIRST.

FOR THE SECOND THOUGHT, I THINK WE SHOULD HAVE A BREAK. YOU GO WITH YOUR OWN AND I'LL GO WITH MINE. WHO KNOWS THAT LIFE'S WAY MUCH-MUCH BETTER WHEN WE ARE NOT TOGETHER. SOUNDS SAD BUT HEY ITS WHAT WE HAVE TO FACE. I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO READ THIS.

I JUST WANNA LET YOU FREE. AND HOPING THAT I'M MAKING A RIGHT DECISION. ITS BEEN SIX YEARS AND THIS IS THE ONLY TIME THAT I FELT LIKE MY HEART IS REALLY BROKEN AND BLEEDING AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HEAL IT. WHO KNOWS THAT MAYBE YOU COULD FIND SOMEONE WAY MUCH BETTER THAN ME.

BUT ONE THING THAT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
I APPRECIATE OF WHAT YOU DID TO ME
AND I'M SORRY CAUSE I MADE YOU FEEL UNAPPRECIATED.

LOVE,
ZAII-THE BROKEN HEARTED

MY 1ST ANNIVERSARY

MORNING, ITS 6.02AM,04.11.09

SUPPOSE I POST THIS YESTERDAY BUT THEN I FORGOT I GUESS I THINK TOO MUCH FOR THE DINNER :D

YEA YESTERDAY 03.11.09 ITS EXACTLY ONE YEAR I'M WORKING WITH BBB SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

THE HARD TIMES THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH. BEEN STRESSING FOR THE WHOLE YEAR BUT I DO ENJOY MY JOB AND I'M LOVING IT THOUGH ITS TIRING. KRAJA MANA JUA INDA STRESS. CORRECT ME IF I'M WRONG. :D

HONESTLY I LOVE BBB SO MUCH. BUT THE PEOPLE AROUND THERE ITS DRIVING ME INSANE. SIGH.

BAH ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

LOVE,
ZAII

"THIS IS IT"

HI PEOPLE.

ANOTHER BBRC DINNER.

THEMES :THIS IS IT. BLACK/&WHITE. AND THAT'S FREAKING OUT. SERIOUSLY I DO. WHAT TO WEAR? MY HAIR? MY SHOES? ERR YOU KNOW I'M A TYPE OF GIRL WHO DIDN'T HAVE THOSE THINGS LIKE ACCESSORIES STUFF THE DINNER DRESS. I'M JUST A SIMPLE GIRL AREN'T I? :D

ME AND MY COLLEAGUE KEEP WHINING ALL DAY LONG THINKING OF WHAT TO WEAR. OUR FIRST THOUGHT WAS "HOW IF WE OVERDRESS?" "HOW IF WE'RE TOO SIMPLE?" WHAT IF WE LOOK UGLY? AH CRAP.

KEEP SEARCHING FOR MY OUTFIT BUT I FAILED. AS IN I HAVEN'T GO ANYWHERE TO SEARCH THE BAJU. PLUS I HAVE TO YEA A BIT SAVING. :D BANAR KAH TU? :D

ONE THING FOR SURE I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE SOME FUN WITH MY FRIENDS NOT TALKING ABOUT THE DANCE BUT THE NIGHT THAT WE WILL SPEND INSTEAD.

BUT ONE THING THAT ALWAYS MAKIN' ME A BIT RELUCTANT IS ABOUT MY LOVE ONE. ITS SATURDAY NIGHT WHICH I SUPPOSE TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH HIM. SIGH. SORRY SY THAT I COULDN'T BE WITH YOU. :s BUT ONE THING FOR SURE THAT NIGHT WILL BE YOUR BACHELOR NIGHT WHICH YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS WITHOUT ME. :D

P/S: I LOVE YOU BABY :D

GOODNIGHT.

LOVE,
ZAII.

6 and a half years

I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HAPPY 78TH MONTH MONTHSARY TO US WHICH EQUAL TO 6 AND A HALF YEARS <3<3. I AM SO GLAD THAT I FOUND YOU TO BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND YOU WERE ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT.

WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES TOGETHER. YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME HAPPY AND SMILE. YOU NEVER CARE HOW STUPID DO I LOOK AS LONG AS I KEEP THE SMILE ON MY FACE. YOU DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER SAY SOMETHING BEHIND OUR BACK AS LONG AS WE ARE HAPPY TOGETHER.

I LOVE YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS DO CAUSE YOU ARE THE KEY TO MY HEART :D

TILL DEATH DO US APART, HOPEFULLY.

XOXO, LOVE,
ZAII