the boredom strikes again.

• BORED.
• SYG KERJA.
• MY POCKET'S EMPTY.
• SLEEPLESS NIGHT.
• FEELS LIKE IN A NO-WHERE ISLAND.
• MY SISTERS ACTING SO WEIRD. SHE'S ANNOYING.
• WANNA WATCH A MOVIE BUT TOO BAD I'M LAZY
• HUNGRY? NO. I JUST EAT MY BRUNCH
• TIKI RESORT? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW.
• FACEBOOK? GETTING BORED OF IT.
• YOU TUBE? HELL NO.
• BEACH? YES PLEASE. VERY MUCH INDEED.
• MONEY. AHUH. I WANT. 
• ASK MUMMY FOR KACHINGS. I'LL BE DEAD.
• LONER. LOSER ME. 
• MISSING MY FRIENDS.
• MISSING MY SAYANG.
• MC DONALD PLEASE. MC CHICKEN PLEASE.
• SUSHI. YESS.
• STEAKS. YES.
• WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? NO IDEA.
• WORK? SUCKS.
• BORING SUNDAY.
• LYING FLAT ON MY SOFA. WELL I'M NOT FLAT. *ROLLS EYE*
• WANTS A DRIVING LICENSE SO BADLY. BUT. TOO MUCH THINGS TO DO TOO LITTLE MONEY I HAVE.
• NEW EYE MAKE UP. I'M GETTING BORED OF MY OLD ONE. 
• TOMORROW FIRST THING FIRST WHEN I RECEIVE MY SALARY. I WANT MC DONALD.
• NEED A NEW WEDGE. RUNNING OUT OF SHOES. T-SHIRTS. PANTS. DRESS. SKIRTS. (AS IF THAT I WEAR SKIRTS) =.="
• WELL I HAVE AN IDEA. I SHOULD CLEAN MY ROOM. *BIG SMILE* BUT. ME? LAZY.
• BAH I'M OFF :D

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE;
ZAII

random. again. bored. sigh.

ME AND FIFFI HAD A JOBLESS NIGHT. DRAMA-QUEENING ON MSN. *FAINTS* HAHA. 

AND SHE'S SAID THAT "WE'RE THE WORK OF ART" LOL.

I STAYED AT HOME ON A SATURDAY NIGHT? THAT'S ODD. LOL. NAH~ I'M JUST BROKE. :D

BUT IT'S WORTH IT TO STAY AT HOME RATHER THAN SPENDING YOUR MONEY TO SOMETHING YG INDA WORTH IT. WAIT. *ROLLS EYE* AS IF. LOL.

CAN'T WAIT FOR PAYDAY. I NEED A NEW CAMERA. PLEASE. AND FIFFI ALWAYS KEEP ON BUGGING ME TO BUY THE WATERPROOF CAMERA SINCE MY LAST CAMERA GUGUR ARAH PANTAI. *ROLLS EYE AGAIN FI* :D

OKAY NOW I'M HUNGRY ITS LIKE 2.49AM. SLEEPOVER AGAIN AT JUDEN'S HOMEY. 

ANYWAYS, ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I GO TO THE BEACH. BUT TOO BAD SYG'S WORKING TOMORROW. SIGH. 


I REALIZE I TALK CRAP IN THIS POST. I JUST FEEL LIKE BLOGGING BUT THIS TIME I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ON EARTH THAT I'M WRITING ABOUT.


WELL AS FIFFI SAID "WE'RE THE WORK OF ART" HAHA. AS IF.


OUR SEVEN ANNIVERSARY IS COMING UP SOON. IN ONE MONTH TIME. SIGH. I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT TO DO ON OUR ANNIVERSARY. LETS SAY IF WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A DINNER. FOR ME ITS A COMMON THING BECAUSE WE ALWAYS DO THAT. WHAT? IN A SPECIAL RESTAURANT. ALSO ITS A COMMON THING SINCE WE LOVE TO EAT. :D I WANNA TRY SOMETHING NEW. LAST YEAR WE CHECKED IN DI EMPIRE THIS TIME WHERE?


I WAS THINKING ABOUT KURAMAN ISLAND. SCUBA DIVING ON OUR ANNIVERSARY? YEAH ITS GOING TO BE FUN. HAD A SUNBURN ON OUR ANNIVERSARY? HAHA. NO WAY.


END OF MAY WE'RE GOING TO K.K SO LET ME JUST THINK TWICE ABOUT KURAMAN. SIGH. BUT I REALLY WANT IT PULANGGGG..



OH YES, 


MY NEW SUPERVISOR SUCKS. SHE WON'T PAY US FOR OUR OVERTIME? WTH? AS IF THAT THE HR DEDUCT YOUR SALARY TO PAY OURS. BUSET. BEETCH. I'M TIRED. I WORK HARD AND I FEEL VERY UNAPPRECIATED. SO BANAR BANAR I HAVE TO MOVE ON BEFORE ITS GETTING WORSE. I LOVE MY JOB BUT TOO BAD ITS JUST NOT FOR ME. I WORK HARD BUT PAY LESS. HOW ABOUT WORK LESS AND PAY MORE. LIKE SOMEONE WHOM THE NAME SHOULD NOT BE MENTION IN MY LING-LING'S :D

=.="

MISSING THEM FRIENDS SO MUCH. JASON. BALIK TAH WAH. MY LIFE WOULD BE IMPERFECT WITHOUT YOU. MBRIGALI *ROLLS EYE AGAIN* AWU SERIOUSLY I MISS YOU. INDA KU MANDGR LABANG MU. BUT DEFINITELY YOU'LL SHOUT AT ME IF KAU LIAT YOUR ROOM ON MONDAY :D
SORRY DETECTIVE MONK.


BAH BAH. I'M OFF TO BED. THE MORE I TYPE THE MORE I FEEL LIKE I'M WRITING A PIECE OF CRAP.

 

 JASON, YOUR MUMMY REPLACE YOU IN THIS PHOTO AH. :D

LOVE,
ZAII
 












 

when boredom strikes :P

S

SO THIS IS WHAT WE DID, LAST SATURDAY. EVER PLANS INDA SUCCESS, I END UP HANG OUT WITH FIFFI AND BF. SO FIFFI BRING THIS BOOK. THE SO CALLED "BIODATA BOOK" WHICH EVERYONE WANTS TO BE COOL IN IT. AND ALSO THE OWNER. HAHA.

BUT I LOVE FIFFI'S PAGE. SEE HOW COOL IS IT. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT SHE CAN BE THIS CREATIVE. HAHA.

THERE'S SOME PART THAT YOU WOULD LAUGH READING IT. BUT TOO BAD ITS NOT REALLY CLEAR. 

WELL I'VE BEEN THRU THIS BEFORE. WHO DOESN'T? AND I FOUND THIS FUN. I WISH I STILL HAVE THE BOOK. TOO BAD I DESTROYED IT. I DON'T KNOW WHY. MAYBE BECAUSE I THINK IT SUCKS. HAHA. I STILL REMEMBER THAT THE COLOUR OF THE BOOK IS WAY WAY TOO GREEN AND SHINY. AND I STICK A POSTER OF BACKSTREET BOYS AND WESTLIFE.WTH? HAHA. CRAPP..

BUT I STILL HAVE SOME BOOKS WHICH I THINK IT'S WORTH IT TO KEEP IT. FOR EXAMPLE
MY DIARY AND SOME BOOKS WHICH CONTAINS THE CONVERSATION OF ME AND JUDEN. 

SOMETIMES I BLUSHED WHEN I READ THOSE BOOKS. I FEEL LIKE "OH CHILDISH ME" LOL.

BUT I MISS OLD TIMES. WHO DOESN'T??

AWW, IT REMINDS ME OF MY SCHOOL LIFE.

ENOUGH OF THIS. I'LL UPDATE SOON. FIFFI GIVE ME IDEA. :D


LOVE,
ZAII

 <3

I

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

THANK YOU FOR BEING A HERO TO MY LIFE.


WHEN I'M IN YOUR ARM, I FEEL VERY SAFE AND SECURE.


I MISS THE TIME THAT WE USED TO HAVE TOGETHER.
I PROMISE I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU.

SIGH. 

WHEN I WAS DOWN, THE ONLY PERSON THAT I CAN LEAN ON IS YOU. YOU WIPE MY TEARS, YOU CLEAR MY SORROW.
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO MOVE ON. 

YOU LIGHT MY DARKEST NIGHT. YOU GUIDE ME WALKING THROUGH THE PATH WITH FULL OF SPINES.


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.


THANK YOU FOR BEING WITH ME THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES. THANK YOU FOR PROTECTING ME. 

LOVE,
ZAII

fragile heart

A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize

That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain

So forget your past, and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for care and lovin too
It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart

A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart

With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart.

by-westlife.

aku tau aku emo :D

love,

zaii

part of the list =D

AND I THINK ITS PART OF MY OBSESSION NOW.I WONDER WOULD IT BE NICE IF I PUT "JAYZEE" ON THE NECKLACE. OH IT MUST BE CUTE. =D

THANKS TO FIFFI WHO SHOWED ME THIS NECKLACE. =.="


SO I'LL PUT THIS IN MY 2010 LIST =D


SYG, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. =D *HUG YOU*


XOXO


LOVE,
ZAII

 

LESSON OF THE DAY; APPRECIATE THE TIMES THAT WE HAVE FOR SOMEONE THAT WE LOVE.

LAST WEEK THE FIRST OF MARCH, MY BF'S FRIEND PASSED AWAY BECAUSE OF THE TRAGICAL ACCIDENT. I SIGH DEEPLY.

I CRIED FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK, BECAUSE I'VE BEEN STALKING HIS GF FACEBOOK PAGE. I KEEP ON CRYING AND SIGHING EVERYTIME I READ HER STATUS. TELLING OTHERS HOW MUCH HE MISS ALIF AND I BELIEVE SHE SUFFERED MUCH OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO HER.

I CRY EVERYTIME I LOG ON TO HER PAGE. I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE IF I'M IN HER SHOES. LOSING SOMEONE THAT REALLY PRECIOUS TO YOU IS LIKE YOU ARE LOSING THE WHOLE THING IN YOUR LIFE.

AND I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME. BUT IF I THINK TWICE. SOMEHOW AND SOMEDAY IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. THIS IS LIFE. WE'RE NOT LIVING IN THE HEREAFTER WORLD.

THIS WHOLE THING MAKE ME REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO APPRECIATE THE TIMES THAT WE HAVE TO BE WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. AND THAT INCLUDES MY FAMILY, FRIENDS AND MY BOYFRIEND. OR WHOEVER I LOVE.

THE SADDEST THING ABOUT THE STORY IS; 19 MORE DAYS TO THEIR 1ST ANNIVERSARY AND DAYS BEFORE HE'S GONE THEY WERE VERY CLOSE.

SIGH.

EVERSINCE THAT DAY, I BECAME PARANOID ABOUT EVERYTHING. AND HOPEFULLY I CAN GET RID OF IT.

i love you love.

its time for gLee :D

love,
zaii