SO THIS IS MY LATEST PICTURE WITH JUDEN, WHICH WE DIDN'T TAKE SO MUCH PICTURE LIKE WE USED TO. BECAUSE I HAVE A DOUBLE CHIN. LOL
SO YEA, ME, FIFFI, JASON AND JIDAH HAD THIS TALKED. AND ITS ALL ABOUT KARMA.
THEY DID THIS EVIL THING AFTER DATING SOMEONE AND THEY LEAVE THEIR DATE WITH QUESTION MARK ON THE DATE'S HEAD. SOUNDS FUNNY. FIFFI TOLD ME ABOUT HER WEIRDEST, LAMEST, WORST DATE EVER. I LAUGHED SO HARD. IN THE END SHE LEFT THIS MAN WITH QUESTION MARK.
SO TALKING ABOUT ME, LETS JUST REVERSE THIS THING AROUND. I AM THE VICTIM. BUT HEY ITS HISTORY. AND I REALIZE I FOUND SOMEONE BETTER, THAT REALLY CHANGE MY LIFE. I DON'T HAVE A LIFE BEFORE. I HAVE IT WHEN I MET HIM. SO I BELIEVE IN THIS PHRASE THAT JIDAH TOLD ME "IF YOU LOSE SOMETHING YOU WILL GAIN SOMETHING FROM IT" ITS MAKE SENSE KAN?
SO, I'M A BIT DISAGREE WITH THIS WHOLE THING CALLED DATE AND RUN OR FUCK AND RUN. IT REALLY HURT SOMEONE WHO IS VERY INNOCENCE.
IN CONCLUSION, THEY END UP BEING THE VICTIM OF LOVE, WHICH I BELIEVE ITS A KARMA THING. AND I BELIEVE KARMA IS A BAD BAD BITCH. YOU DO IT ONCE KARMA WILL GIVE YOU A DOUBLE PAY. WHICH IS NOT GIVING YOU ANY ADVANTAGES AT ALL.
OKAY NOW I'M STUCK, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT IT.
BUT THEN, WHAT THEY TOLD ME IS FUNNY. ESPECIALLY THE LAMEST DATE EVER "AWW, I LIKE YOUR FRINCH" HAHA. THAT WAS THE LAMEST JOKE I'VE EVER HEARD.
SO, YEA, I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME A MAN WHO'S BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL MAN IN MY LIFE. THOUGH WE DON'T DO THE ACTUAL COUPLES DO. WE'RE GOING TO SAVE IT FOR OUR MARRIAGE. I ADMIT WE'RE VERY SELDOM BEING ROMANTIC WITH EACH OTHER, WHICH I CAN SEE THAT EVERYONE THINK THAT WE ARE THE WEIRDEST COUPLE EVER. BUT WHATEVER EVERYONE SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT US. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT. AS LONG AS WE'RE HAPPY TOGETHER.
ERR, I DON'T TO WRITE TOO MUCH ON THIS POST. CAUSE I DON'T WANNA BE AN EMO. LOL.
WITH LOVE,
ZAII
BABY, I LOVE YOU :D
<3 <3
I THINK TODAY WE'RE HAVING A BAD DAY GOT A KICK ASS FROM MY OFFICER, I HAVE TO DESTROY LIKE 4BOOKS OF CHEQUES BECAUSE OF SOME ERRORS. SIGH. AND A FRIEND OF MINE WERE MAD AT ME AND ZUL BECAUSE OF SMALL THING. AND ZUL WAS LIKE, UDAH TAH WAH NGUSUT. THEN HE STARTED TO MAD AT US. YEA I AM A BIT DISAPPOINTED.
BEING ARROGANT AND SAID DON'T DARE ME MAN, I STILL HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS, YOU DON'T WANT US TO TALK FOR HOW LONG, ONE YEAR TWO YEARS OR PROBABLY FOREVER. HE SAID THIS TO ZUL, WHICH I BELIEVE THAT WHAT ZUL SAID DOESN'T MAKE PEOPLE FEEL OFFENDED AT ALL.
WELL I AGREE WITH HIS WORDS, LOSING A FRIEND ITS LIKE WE LOSE NOTHING. THE THING IS, IF YOU LOSE A GOOD FRIEND YOU LOSE I THINK SOME PART OF YOUR LIFE WHICH I THINK THAT YOUR LIFE IS IN MISERABLE AND INCOMPLETE.
IF THE ONLY REASON WHY HE'S MAD AT US IS JUST BECAUSE HE GOT PROBLEMS WITH HER LOVE LIFE OR FAMILY, THAT REALLY DOESN'T MAKE SENSE AT ALL.
EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN PROBLEM, I HAVE MINE TOO. AND THERE WILL ALWAYS A WAY TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM OTHER THAN YELLING AT OTHERS WHICH KAMI LEFT UNSPOKEN AND QUESTION MARKS ON OUR HEAD.
WELL, I UNDERSTAND HUMAN DO MAKE MISTAKES, BUT THIS TIME ITS TOO MUCH. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE A FRIEND OF MINE YELLED AT US AND WE DON'T KNOW WHY.
AND I FOUND IT SO FUNNY PULANG BECAUSE IT IS TOO DRAMATIC YOU KNOW. HA HA.
FORGET ABOUT IT. SIGH. HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL TOMORROW.
LOVE,
ZAII
I'M SURE LOTS AND LOTS OF PEOPLE KNOW THIS TWO PERSON VERY VERY WELL. TOO PHAT, WHO DON'T KNOW TOO PHAT, RAISE YOUR HAND? LOL.
TODAY, A FRIEND OF MINE TALK TO ME WITH HER RANDOM TALK. SUDDENLY SHE ASKED ME, ZAII, KAU PERNAH SUKA RAP OR HIP HOP. AND I STRAIGHTLY SAY, YES I DO. THEN I LAUGH.
THEN WE TALKED ABOUT, SPIT FIRE, ALIENWORKSHOP, WU-TANG, SEAN JOHN, MECCA. HAHA. I LAUGH TILL I CRY.
I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I KNEW HIP HOP VERY WELL WHEN TOO PHAT STARTED TO BECOME FAMOUS RAPPER WITH THE SONG ANAK AYAM OR WA-A-OW. START FROM THERE, I ALWAYS WANTED TO BUY A SNICKERS, BAGGY SHIRT AND EVERYTHING. BECAUSE I FOUND THAT THIS STUFF IS VERY VERY COOL. WHICH IS NOW A DAYS I FIND IT IS SO-NOT-A-COOL STUFF ANYMORE.
ONE THING THAT MAKE ME FEEL VERY STUPID IS, I'D RATHER MEMORIZE ALL OF THE HIP HOP AND RAP SONG RATHER THAN DOING MY HOMEWORK OR STUDYING FOR MY TEST AND EXAMS. HAHA. THAT'S THE STUPIDEST THING I'VE EVER MADE.
YES I STILL ADMIRE THE HIP HOP FASHION BUT I CAN SEE THAT IS SO NOT FOR ME.
THEN JUST NOW, ME AND JUDEN TALKED AGAIN ABOUT THE SAME THING. AND WE LAUGHED AND WE SAY, BUDUH JUA DULU ATU AH.
LAST TIME, MY ONLY IDOL IS THE ONE AND ONLY LIL' BOW WOW. BUT TOO BAD HE'S NOT LITTLE ANYMORE. LOL. I HAVE LOTS AND LOTS OF POSTER OF HIM, TOO PHAT, J.LO, JARULE, ASHANTI, EVERY HIP HOP, AND R&B ARTIST, YOU NAME IT I HAVE IT. IF I FOUND THAT I HAVEN'T GOT THE PICTURE OF THE PERSON, FOR SURE I'LL DOWNLOAD IT. SILLY ME, I'M WASTING MY PRINTER'S INK. =.="
BUT HEY, OLD TIMES ARE COOL. YA KNOW WHAT I'M SAYINNNN.
WHEN I WAS IN MY 8TH GRADE, ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE REALLY BRAVE, THEY HAVE THIS ONE PARTY AND SOME OF THE PARENTS DOESN'T ALLOW THEM TO GO BUT YET THEY STILL WANNA GO. YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DO? SNEAK OUT FROM THE HOUSE. AND I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO DIDN'T GO TO THE PARTY. KESIAN. AT THAT TIME, MY PARENTS ARE VERY STRICT. MAYBE THERE'S A GOOD THING BEHIND IT.
WHAT ELSE DID WE DO WHEN KAMI MASIH ANCING. HAHA.
OH YEA, I THOUGHT THAT PLAYING BASKETBALL IS THE COOLEST GAME EVER, BECAUSE WHEN HIP HOP IS ON TOP OF THE ROOF EVERYONE PLAY BASKETBALL. AND ME AND MY FRIENDS ARE WILLING TO PLAY AND WE EVER TOLD OUR PARENTS THAT WE'RE HAVING EXTRA CLASS ON FRIDAY, WHICH IS ACTUALLY INDA. LOL.
9TH GRADE, I MET THIS ONE GUY NAMED JUDEN, I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM CAUSE I THOUGHT HE IS AWESOME. YEA HE IS AWESOME UNTIL NOW. :D LOVE YOU LOVE.
9TH GRADE, ALL I REMEMBER IS SKATE. SKATE AND SKATE. WHEN WE WAS IN OUR 9TH GRADE, JUDEN LOVES TO PLAY SKATE OR ROLLERBLADE. STILL HAVE THOSE BAGGY SHIRTS AND JEANS THAT HE WORE TO MEET ME.
OH MAN CAN I TURN BACK THE TIME? OF COURSE NOT. I WISH. EVERYONE WISH TO TURN BACK THE TIME.
ACTUALLY MY POST IS NOT ABOUT TOO PHAT. ITS ABOUT OUR LIFE THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH BEFORE, LAME BUT ACTUALLY FUNNY. UNCOOL BUT IT IS COOL. DULU TAPINYA AH.
BAH ENOUGH OF HIP HOP.
LOVE,
ZAII
PEACE Y'ALL (WTH?) LOL
SIGH,
WHERE SHOULD I START, YESTERDAY ME AND JUDEN HAD THIS SERIOUS TALK,LIKE VERY SERIOUS.
ALL OF A SUDDEN, HE'S TALKING ABOUT HIGHER COMMITMENT FOR US. GETTING ENGAGE, AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A TALK BUT HE'S SERIOUS.
I'M PRETTY ANXIOUS WHEN WE WERE SERIOUS ABOUT THIS TALK. I'M EXCITED ABOUT IT. SO WE PLAN THIS THING TO SAVE OUR MONEY, WE HAVE EIGHT MONTHS TO GO. PROBABLY, IF EVERYTHING GO SMOOTHLY.
HIGHER COMMITMENT IS SOMETHING HUGE RESPONSIBILITIES TO ME. LIKE ENORMOUS RESPONSIBILITIES. GIANT? WHAT ELSE? BIG BIG BIG.
I'M MENTALLY PREPARED FOR THIS BUT NOT PHYSICALLY, LIKE FINANCIAL STUFF. LOL
YEA, ALL THIS WHILE I ALWAYS WANT TO SPEND MY MONEY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. BUT NOW I HAVE TO THINK TWICE FOR IT. WE NEED TO SAVE OUR MONEY FOR THIS. ENGAGE AND MARRIAGE IS NO NO PLAY STUFF.
OKAY NOW I'M SWEATING LIKE A PIG WHEN I WRITING THIS POST. HA HA.
BUT ONE THING, I'M REALLY HAPPY OF WHAT WE'VE TALKED YESTERDAY.
I CRIED HAPPILY BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP YESTERDAY. LIKE MY MIND IS GOING WHEEE..
AND I THOUGHT THAT ALL THIS WHILE THAT, THIS THING NEVER CROSS HIS MIND AT ALL, BUT I BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS WITH A REASON.
BUTTERFLIES EVERYWHERE,:D WITH GOD'S WILL, WE'LL GET ENGAGE. WE'RE HUMAN PLAN IS ALL WHAT WE CAN DO.
LOVE,
ZAII
