...AND STILL..

I STAND UP FOR YOU. I'LL FIGHT FOR MY LIFE FOR YOU. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. MY LIFE IS IN AN AWFUL MESS. I REMAIN SILENT. 

I STAND STILL BY YOUR SIDE TO PROTECT YOU. YET, I DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING CHANGE. I'M TRYING TO BE A SUPERWOMAN TO YOU. BUT IT DOESN'T WORK AT ALL. 

I SACRIFICE EACH AND EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE. STILL IT DOESN'T WORTH ANYTHING TO YOU TO SEE I'M STILL EXIST. 

BEHIND THESE SMILES, BEHIND THE LAUGHTER THERE'S TEARS. TOO MUCH BURDEN I CARRY. 
BUT TO SEE YOU SMILE I FEEL HAPPY. 

I ACT STRONG WHEN I'M NOT. THIS EGO TOLD ME TO DO SO.

I STAND ON MY OWN WITH MY TWO FEET ON THE GROUND. AND STILL YOU DIDN'T SEE ME. I AM INVISIBLE TO YOU. SIGH.

HIT ME, HATE ME, PUT THE BLAME ON ME AND I WILL ALWAYS STILL LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU BEFORE AND AFTER AND YES, FOREVER. 

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH.


LOVE,
ZAII
  

SO, MY CURRENT OBSESSION ARE. EHM.

FIRST IS;

YEA~

I KNOW.. GLEE.. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I THINK THIS IS THE BEST DRAMA SERIES EVER AND I REALLY CAN'T WAIT WHATS HAPPENING NEXT. I'M GOING INSANE ABOUT THIS SERIES. :D

SO SECOND WILL BE;

AHUH.. IRON MAN 2. I FOUND THIS CERITA IS COOL. AND I MADE MYSELF THINK THAT HE'S A SUPERHERO DUH~

YOU MAY CALL ME LAME. BUT I DON'T CARE. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE. YOU CALL ME LAME I'VE GOT SOMETHING FOR YOU "GET A LIFE AND YEA FUCK YOU"

ERR. NO OFFEND :D

OH THERE'S ANOTHER ONE;

YES~ ERR.. 

I FEEL LIKE A NERD OR GEEK. BUT ITS BEEN A WHILE I DIDN'T FEEL THE OBSESSION LIKE THIS. I BET MASA SCHOOL TIME SAJA. 

BUT HEY, I LOVE BEING MY SELF. ATLEAST AKU HONEST :D

LOVE,
ZAII

my 7th anniversary ♥

BABY, HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY♥. THROUGH THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES, THROUGH THE LAUGH AND THE SMILE, THROUGH THE HAPPINESS AND SORROW. YOU WERE ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I LOVE YOU. THIS SEVEN YEARS OF BEING WITH YOU, I NEVER FEEL BORED. LOVING YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY MAKES MY LIFE HAPPIER AND I GREW STRONGER. 


WHEN MY HEART WAS IN FRAGILE YOU WERE THERE FOR ME TO WRAP UP MY HEART SO THAT I WON'T BREAK MY HEART.

LIFE MUST BE TOUGHER WITHOUT YOU. 

I LOVE YOU BABY, I ALWAYS DO. TILL DEATH DO US APART.♥



For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


I'm everything I am
Because you loved me♥


LOVE,
ZAII