...AND STILL..

I STAND UP FOR YOU. I'LL FIGHT FOR MY LIFE FOR YOU. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. MY LIFE IS IN AN AWFUL MESS. I REMAIN SILENT. 

I STAND STILL BY YOUR SIDE TO PROTECT YOU. YET, I DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING CHANGE. I'M TRYING TO BE A SUPERWOMAN TO YOU. BUT IT DOESN'T WORK AT ALL. 

I SACRIFICE EACH AND EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE. STILL IT DOESN'T WORTH ANYTHING TO YOU TO SEE I'M STILL EXIST. 

BEHIND THESE SMILES, BEHIND THE LAUGHTER THERE'S TEARS. TOO MUCH BURDEN I CARRY. 
BUT TO SEE YOU SMILE I FEEL HAPPY. 

I ACT STRONG WHEN I'M NOT. THIS EGO TOLD ME TO DO SO.

I STAND ON MY OWN WITH MY TWO FEET ON THE GROUND. AND STILL YOU DIDN'T SEE ME. I AM INVISIBLE TO YOU. SIGH.

HIT ME, HATE ME, PUT THE BLAME ON ME AND I WILL ALWAYS STILL LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU BEFORE AND AFTER AND YES, FOREVER. 

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH.


LOVE,
ZAII