LESSON OF THE DAY; APPRECIATE THE TIMES THAT WE HAVE FOR SOMEONE THAT WE LOVE.

LAST WEEK THE FIRST OF MARCH, MY BF'S FRIEND PASSED AWAY BECAUSE OF THE TRAGICAL ACCIDENT. I SIGH DEEPLY.

I CRIED FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK, BECAUSE I'VE BEEN STALKING HIS GF FACEBOOK PAGE. I KEEP ON CRYING AND SIGHING EVERYTIME I READ HER STATUS. TELLING OTHERS HOW MUCH HE MISS ALIF AND I BELIEVE SHE SUFFERED MUCH OF WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO HER.

I CRY EVERYTIME I LOG ON TO HER PAGE. I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE IF I'M IN HER SHOES. LOSING SOMEONE THAT REALLY PRECIOUS TO YOU IS LIKE YOU ARE LOSING THE WHOLE THING IN YOUR LIFE.

AND I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME. BUT IF I THINK TWICE. SOMEHOW AND SOMEDAY IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. THIS IS LIFE. WE'RE NOT LIVING IN THE HEREAFTER WORLD.

THIS WHOLE THING MAKE ME REALIZE THAT I HAVE TO APPRECIATE THE TIMES THAT WE HAVE TO BE WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. AND THAT INCLUDES MY FAMILY, FRIENDS AND MY BOYFRIEND. OR WHOEVER I LOVE.

THE SADDEST THING ABOUT THE STORY IS; 19 MORE DAYS TO THEIR 1ST ANNIVERSARY AND DAYS BEFORE HE'S GONE THEY WERE VERY CLOSE.

SIGH.

EVERSINCE THAT DAY, I BECAME PARANOID ABOUT EVERYTHING. AND HOPEFULLY I CAN GET RID OF IT.

i love you love.

its time for gLee :D

love,
zaii