IN LOVING MEMORY OF BABY RARA

HMM.. THOUGH BABY RARA IS ONLY A KITTEN BUT SHE'S THE LOVABLE CAT OF ALL. SIGH. THOUGH SHE CAN'T WALK BUT SHE MANAGE TO MELT OUR HEART. RARA WEAR DIAPERS CAUSE SHE CAN'T DIGEST PROPERLY. HOPING TO KEEP HER LONGER BUT WE FAILED. I AM VERY SAD BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO SHOW. I HAVE A FEELING BAH.

MUMY AND ADIK2 CRIED. THEIR EYES WAS SWOLLEN. I CAN'T BEAR TO SEE THEM CRYING. I TRY TO TAHAN. WELL I AM A BIT EGO. LETS JUST SAY A HUGE-HUGE EGO. MY HOME FEEL SO SUNYI. REALLY. LIKE SERIOUSLY SUNYI. MUMMY GOT THE MIGRAINE ALSO.

FEEL SO SORRY FOR RARA THAT WE COULDN'T JAGA HER. I REGRET THAT I ALWAYS NEGLECT HER WITHOUT KNOWING THAT SHE'S GOING TOO SOON. SHE'S LIKE A SISTER TO US. SHE'S REALLY2 ADORABLE. OKAY I FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW.

I COULD NEVER FIND ANOTHER KITTEN JUST LIKE HER.
I KNOW I'M A BIT OVERREACTING AND A BIT EXAGGERATING BECAUSE SHE'S JUST A CAT. BUT FOR ME SHE'S NOT ONLY A CAT SHE'S SOMETHING SPECIAL TO US. MUMMY LOOKED AFTER HER, SHE'S THE BABY IN THE FAMILY. AND SO CALLED A SPOILED BRAT :D

AND I WONDER WHY LAST FEW DAYS THE TWO SIBLINGS OF RARA ALSO DIED. THAT WAS SO WEIRD. ITS LIKE SOMETHING HAPPENED IN A PURPOSE WAY. ERR I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN. BUT I DON'T WANT TO THINK TOO MUCH ON IT.
ITS TIME TO LEARN TO LET GO. THAT'S THE CIRCLE OF LIFE.

I'M TOO EMOTIONAL FOR THIS.

ITS LIKE YOU KNOW, I AGREE WITH MUMMY ITS BETTER THAT YOU LOOK AFTER THE PET, THEY'LL UNDERSTAND YOU SO MUCH, YOU PAMPER THEM THEY WON'T GET YOU KNOW "NAIK KEPALA", THEY WILL SHOW YOU SOME LOVE INSTEAD.TO LOOK AFTER THE HUMAN AND PAMPER THEM ESPECIALLY LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE THOUGH WE DIDN'T LIVE IN THE SAME ROOF BEFORE ITS DRIVING YOU INSANE. THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO THANK YOU THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE YOU. BUT THEY STAB YOU FROM BEHIND INSTEAD. BUT DIFFERENT PERSON DIFFERENT THINGS WILL HAPPENED

THAT'S WHAT MUMMY TOLD ME BEFORE. SO SHE HAD ENOUGH FOR IT. I'M TALKING ABOUT THIS WOMAN. OH WHO ELSE. MY RECENT POST IS ALWAYS ABOUT THIS WOMAN WHOM I SHOULDN'T MENTION THE NAME TO THIS BLOG. BUT I ALREADY MENTION PLG.

FOR ME SHE'S TOO MUCH. WHO IS SHE TO BREAK US APART. YOU'RE NOT OUR BLOOD WHO ARE YOU KAN? NOTHING BAH. AFTER ALL YOU DID TO US, AND WHEN SOMETHING REMINDS ME ON YOU IT MAKES ME GO JIJIK, YOU LOOK SO DISGUSTING TO ME. DO YOU KNOW THAT. HUH.

OH CRAP PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT HER. SHE'S A DISGUSTING WOMAN THAT I'VE EVER SEEN. CHEAPER THAN A SLUT CHEAPER THAN A WHORE. THAT'S WHAT SHE ARE. I SALUTE MUCH TO THE SLUT. THEY STILL NEED A RESPECT. BUT TO HER. I DON'T THINK SO.

YOU KNOW I AM THE ONE WHO ARE REALLY STUBBORN. TO ASK APOLOGIZE FROM YOU OH SORRY. I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT THAT. IF YOU WANT TO DIE, YOU GO AND DIE. YOU DON'T SHOW US SOME RESPECT SO DO I.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE NEITHER DO I.

ENUF TALKING ABOUT HER.

I'M SIGNING OUT NOW

LOVE,
ZAII
11.32PM, 21/10

P/S: JUDEN, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.