Tuesday, April 27, 2010

DEAR,

I ADMIT THAT I REALLY MISS YOU, I KNOW MY EGO HOLD ME BACK NOT TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. ITS BEEN FOUR YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT. AND I NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN. THOSE PEAK TIMES, I FELT VERY FRAGILE AND INSECURE.


LOSING YOU IS LIKE LOSING SOMETHING PRECIOUS IN YOUR LIFE. YOU USED TO BE MY SUPERMAN. BUT WHY IS IT NOW YOU TURNED TO VILLAINS. 


TO KNOW THAT YOU STILL REMEMBER MY FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPINGS I FEEL SO GLAD, AT LEAST AT HEART I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE ME. 


I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I'M OKAY HERE WITHOUT YOU THOUGH I MISS YOU. 

YOU USED TO BE MY SAVIOR. WHY NOW YOU TEAR MY HEART INTO PIECES. 


BECAUSE OF YOU, MY WORST FEAR IS LOSING SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN. YOU LEAVE ME IN VAIN.

IT HURTS ME SO MUCH, WHEN YOU WALKED AWAY. I'M MAD BUT THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I CAN SAY. 



I PRETEND MY SELF TO BE STRONG WHEN I'M NOT.  I SAY I HATE YOU WHEN I DIDN'T MEAN IT AT ALL.


I'M SORRY DADDY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT NOTHING CAN CHANGE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.




LOVE,
YOUR DAUGHTER.

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