exhausted

nothing much i want to say. hmm as usual!!! i woke up at 12pm i hardly can hear my boyfriend calling me: the sign of he's arrived udah. hehe. sorry love. o.O'' hehe. yayai too, she knock my door so hard and i pretend that i didn't hear it because i feel so sleepy and i got a headache. so you know how it feels when someone knocking on your door and keep on knocking and knocking. i feel like screaming until yayai said "kaka!! abang juden datang." gila i woke up selajur and told yayai to ask my boyfriend to come in and i take a bath laju2. haha ssshh.. :D

then when i went downstairs :( sayang tidur. sorry sy~~ umm then we went to soon lee since mumy went there because i need to begambar passport size for the application form. i'm exhausted plus the weather is so hot and i can't stand much longer *tergugat iman ku* hehe. but i tried to think positve all i think is dugaan time puasa ne. hehe :D

then i went to lambak to search for my leaving certificate and shit i've lost it. maybe its on sayang's folder kali. haha. man how can i be so clumsy.hehe.

after sungkai; mumy went so rajin today ya changed the living room punya position. note: i hate this part of hari raya. sibuk plus tiring but its fun though.hehe.
and we don't bake this year mumy malas bali oven o.O''
but before that me and mumy and matin too see through our photo in my pc's folder named my family. i can see that mumy is trying not to cry infront of us. i seriously know that mumy miss daddy so much. and i pretty much know that mumy still cannot accept the fact that he's leaving us in a bad way. all i can do is sigh. actually me too i cannot accept the fact that he's leaving us with nothing. i admit that i miss him but after all he did was hurting me and the others so bad that makes me hate you somtimes. sigh. anyways i love you babah. though sometimes i hate you i still can't erase you in my heart.

after that we went jalan tosearch for my jeans ada size but i don't really like it. sigh.
i end my self here people:D

goodnight

with love,
zaii