i'm so in dilemma right now. frustrated that is.

people keep on judging me and telling fake stories to other. you-know-who-you-are. do you get present for it. i want one too. i wanna get present by telling people all the fake stories. c'mon people give them a round of applause. i'm sure i am going to pay your debt. no worries.and you after 7years of friendship. still you keep on hurting me. all i do is sabar. i'm sure i'm going to explode like a pearl habour.


my day? i woke up and i can hardly open my eyes. i mean my right eye. then straightly i looked into the mirror and my eye was all red until now. i feel like crying bah. sakit plus padih. sigh then the boyfriend came and pick me up at 3.30pm and we're going to gadong because sam wanted to go the saloon to get a haircut.mohawk that is. hehe. and we've been searching anywhere for the saloon and its all fully booked. until we went sebarang mall till ada this abandoned saloon what do we called that. let me think. hmm. idk. hehe. teehee. then we went rush home because we want to break our fast at pantai serasa so we can see i mean so i can watch sunset. sadly kami inda sampat because kami bali food udah like almost 6. sad.sad.sad. apakan. bengang. i was acting like there's no sunset lagi. hehe. i mean its been a while i didn't watch sunset we went to pantai but at night saja all i see i moon. :P


then at pantai serasa we played bunga api. it was siuk. alai ashraf, if you were there tadi i can't imagine how siuk tadi and ngam lagi if you and alai betamu. i'm sure we're gonna laugh. haha. :D


oh anyways one of my friend fadul, had an accident last night, motor and car accident and the friend of mine is riding the motor. the motor was deadly ancur. but thank god he's fine. just a scratch on his back and his neck keselahau. funny when i heard the story everyone get panicked like c alai ashrap said padul accident gila trok motornya masuk bwah kereta. and ko jua sam. you make me went so panicked. all i thought was a really bad accident i mean not just me but all of us. my mind keep on thinking all the negative stuff. sheesh~~ sekali he was fine. sam and alai you should've tell us a complete story. so we don't get panic.

good night people


with love,
zaii