today? this and that. pfft. just got back home from pantai jerudong. as i told yaa... i'm addicted to pantai seriously addicted. but today i didn't bring them. drng yang bawa :D thanx guys. ilobyouh!! O.O.

actually i'm trying real hard to forget all this "thing" that keep on messing with my mind. i really tried. but then it always pop into my brain and start thinking til it ruins my mood.

owh yes. i read some of the blogs which marked as my favourite blogs. teehee.. there are some uninvited person who tagged them in a bad way in their blog. well people you shouldn't do that. this is our blog, respect us for who we are. we bloggers didn't want this to happen. i experienced it once too. but i deleted it already. we need your respects. hmm. though i'm new in this kind of thing. and i realise that some of my post like you know using false words and maybe some part of my post can make others feels angry. but hey its just a blog. i didn't mean to do that its just my emotional. some of the bloggers know right. and about my other last post, i've posted that picture. i know i shouldn't do that IF only she didn't start it first :D to the spam-ers don't do that. its mean. like seriously mean.


back to the story; hmm i didn't go anywhere today just stayed at home all day. i'm trying to be a goodgirl here guys. haha. =.='' except at night. because we all bored. mcm i'm getting bored udah main cs. haha. i don't really have "the skill" lagi. hehs.


anyhoos, school holiday has started already. i don't feel the aura of the holiday anymore. aku sudah puas cuti :D
i miss school ba~~ :S if aku karas hati kan masuk technical it wouldn't be like this. my aim is going to the technical but mumy didn't agree afraid that i'm struggling there. and honestly speaking i'm more struggling in pte. *white flag. but i'm trying my best to go to the uni. i don't want to waste 2years of time just like that. AMIN.


owh man i get too emotional today. T_T. haha.

bah thats all for today.

with love,
zaii